Cleaning out my dreams for the usual affair,
I try to hide signs of time you weren’t there.
You sense her smell as our lips meet, something I won’t explain,
You walked out of our dreams midway, now you can’t complain.
I promise I was faithful in every possible way,
See, I do not mind lying if it can make you stay.
You need a reason to doubt, I need one to believe,
Soon as we find one each, its time again for you to leave.
Frustration is such a comfort in my seasons of mistakes,
Separation lingers on while one moment is all it takes.
Wondering why I’m keeping promises, I did not make,
The price I am paying for decisions I did not take.
Wading through broken memories, few questions remain,
They take us through that moment all over again.
I remember calling out, could you not hear my voice?
What else called louder, when you made that choice?
Any resemblance to a person or an event in real life is purely coincidental